andita

omg!! i never wrote a journal again since four months ago!! O______________O i guess i really forget about this LJ >.<;
by the way, i'm in the middle of exmas now *sigh* and it'll be three weeks!!! grrrr.... that such a longggg exams TT____________TT
so... i'm in love again (forget about my late boyfriend cause he's suck blah..blah..blahh..) andddd... i hope this is the last  xD he's kind, jealosy (but thats okay XP), funny (the most important),honest, and of course he loves me too... lol.. i'm into it i guess.. but.. i'm not ready to start new again, traumatic, maybe? well. i dunno, someone give me an answer!!! lol .. >.< i know i'm stressed *deep sigh*
soooo... it's october 3rd i guess i just want to say "HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHIBI-CHAN"

Current Mood: happy
Current Music: tommy page - you make christmas feels like heaven

so.. i was tagged again by _hydelove_(damn it!! LOL XD)


WHAT WERE YOU DOING IN SECONDARY SCHOOL?
♥ doing homeworks and exmas O_O
♥ hang out with my friends
♥ hunting hyde's pictures with my friends XD
♥ chatting with my friends in the class
♥ came to my friend's class to see the guy that look a lot like hyde <3

FIVE OF YOUR FAVOURITE SINGERS/BANDS
♥ Tetsu69
♥ L'Arc~en~Ciel
♥ KAT-TUN
♥ TM Revolution
♥ Arashi

FIVE THINGS YOU WOULD DO IF YOU WERE A MILLIONAIRE
♥ i would.............fly to japan and find kame tetsu!!!! its always in my mind... XD
♥ travel around the world!! my big dream
♥ buy all laruku, hyde, tetsu and KAT-TUN things
♥ buy a big house for my mom and dad (they deserve it)
♥ own a company XD

FIVE BAD HABITS
♥ nail bitting >.<
♥ games.. games.. and games
♥ sensitive
♥ procrastinate too
♥ spend much money on the unimportant things

FIVE THINGS YOU LIKE DOING
♥ drooling over Tetsu!!
♥ playing games XD (my bad habbit but i still like to do it)
♥ sleeping
♥ chatting with many friends
♥ laugh

FIVE THINGS YOU WILL NEVER WEAR, BUY OR GET
♥ skirt! (hate it)
♥ girly things
♥ g-string (LOL!!)
♥ Tetsu (of course i can't get him T^T)
♥ stocking

FIVE FAVORITE THINGS
♥ my computer
♥ my friends
♥ my bed
♥ my PS2
♥ my postersss

i tag: 42months, chantalette, fenery, krycek_chick, orangeaddiction

Current Mood: hyper
Current Music: High and Mighty Colour - Ichirin No Hana

Okay..
I just tag by _hydelove_ and this is the first time for me O_O

INSTRUCTIONS:
1. The tagged victims have to come up with eight different points of his/her perfect lover.
2. Have to mention the gender of his/her perfect lover.
3. Tag eight other victims to join this game and leave a comment on their blog.
4. If you are tagged the second time, there's no need to do this AGAIN.
5. Lastly, most importantly, HAVE. FUN. DOING. IT.

My perfect lovers would be:
1. HONEST
yea... i like honest guy more then everything! ^___^ i don't like beeing cheated by a guy >.< IF i ever been cheated by a guy, really.. i'll never forgive him, ever! xD i think it's hard to find an honest guy, but i'll try my best ^.^
2. LOOK
i think this characterize would be second, i like cute guy! (hyde, tetsu, kame, etc xDD) i can't stand stare at them xD (bad habbit, but nice) i think we all like cute guy xD (altough i didn't find it in my bf T^T but that's okay! tehehe)oh yeah.. i'm so easy to fall in love with someone who has pretty eyes <333 *stare at hyde's eyes* OMG!! *loves and faint* that's too pretty xD
3. ATITUDE
guy must watch his atitude! i don't like rude guy >.< i have friend (guy, of course), i know he likes me (xD and all my friends say so) but he's atitude made me angry and upset all day! grrrr...and sadly he's still on his way to get me >.< i hate him along with his atitude! oh yeah, i don't like a guy who's bossing me around and tell me what i have to do and what's not that's really disturb me and also a guy who argue with me, i'm telling you i can't argue! T^T
4. FUNNY
funny guy! LOL.. that's what i've been looking for! i can be so funny if i can and i need a funny guy too xD i don't like silent guy (O_O) all i can do with silent guy are silent, silent, and silent, and that make me so uncommfortable, try to break the silent but failed T^T okay.. i gave up faced silent guy >.< so what i like is a guy who can make me laugh xD
5. TALL
okay.. so here's the point.. i don't like guy who is short than me xD let's just say.. i'm not to comfy walking side by side with short guy, everyone's looking at us!! *sigh* (by the way, not to mention hyde, even tough he's shorter than me but it's okay, who didn't want with him? *laugh*)
6. HAVE A TALENT
guitar!! yay! i like a guy who can play guitar! ^___^ i don't know why but i think i just like to see it <33 (inspired from tetsu xD) can sing and dance too, i like singing (i know my voice are bad, but still.......) okay, so he could play guitar and sing together with me <33
7. SMART
well, i don't know if i could even get this one.. but it's not to important, i like guy whatever he be (stupid, smart, etc..) as long as he could stand on his oppinion that's okay with me.. =D
8. SIMILIAR
i mean similiar thoughts, hobbies, etc. it's easy for me to share thoughts to a guy who has similiar hobbies to me ^_~ who likes what i like and doesn't argue about what i like. yay that would be great xD

okay.. let's see... i tag amys_eye, hydeist13, natarei_takarai, hoikelll, red_kei, rodopain, takanori_lover, yukyou

Current Mood: confused
Current Music: TMR - Vestige

Yay! I'm back to write my LJ.. I don't know, all this time I was too lazy to update my LJ x__X.

First, I'm so glad that I could bought Hyde's album, FAITH (It's awesome!!!!). I don't have any idea that it'll be sold here O___O. I just couldn't believe my eyes when I saw that in the shop! ^___^ I listened to it every day, and I just love it much more <33

Second, I'm glad that at least I have money to pay Amy for the magazines and so on. And I just sent it yesterday.. Hope she'll receive it as soon as possible >.<

And I'm so stressed because I'll face the final exams on June 5th. Hope me luck everyone ^____^

Current Mood: crazy
Current Music: Hyde - Mission

First of all, I'm happy because Amy let me bought the magazine! *dances* i love you Amyy!! teehee XDDD. I have finished all of my exams too yay! I'm really free and happy now!
Sadly because I'm in Indonesia and my mom and dad wouldn't let me go to Japan to watch Hyde's concert and that makes me really sadddd... *sob sob* noo.. I want to watch it! Nah.. forget it, maybe i just have to buy the VCD or DVD >.<
And the last.. to my nee-chan, come on we look for daddy again sometime!! XDD you ready right? teehee ^^

Current Mood: calm
Current Music: Gackt - Kimi Ni Aitakute

Hey everyone! I just got a time for LJ i really forget about this *nods* sowwyy... anywaysss... My mom's gone to Dutch!! I wish she brought me many things there ^___^ (alhtough she's there for her study research teehee..*evil grin*)
By the way.. my mid exam finally arrived!! more headache and sick (always like that when i face the exam) buuttt.... this time I won't! yeah! support me everyone XDD
Ahh.. I'm alone with my sis in my house (my dad super busy and my bro...ah..forget him), I must cook myself, which I can't (learn is good ^^)
My friend really pisses me off, I ask her if she wants to go with me to watch Final Destination 3 she already say yes.. and the other day she told me that she already watched it the day I asked her!! Wtf?!?!
I was angry at her, but on the other side, she's my best friend..what can i do?....

Current Mood: relaxed
Current Music: Il Divo - Isabel

Hey everyone! I just got a time for LJ i relly forget about this *nods* sowwyy... anywaysss... My mom's gone to Dutch!! I wish she brought me many things there ^___^ (altough she's there for her study research teehee..*evil grin*)
By the way.. my mid exam finally arrived!! more headache and sick (always like that when i face the exam) buuttt.... this time I won't! yeah! support me everyone XDD
Ahh.. I'm alone with my sis in my house (my dad super busy and my bro...ah..forget him), I must cook myself, which I can't (learn is good ^^)
My friend really pisses me off, I ask her if she wants to go with me to watch Final Destination 3 she already say yes.. and the other day she told me that she already watched it the day I asked her!! Wtf?!?!
I was angry at her, but on the other side, she's my best friend..what can i do?....

Current Mood: relaxed
Current Music: Il Divo - Isabel

At least..... I'm free from my task and presentation, they all been done!! ^^
It's all thanks too all of my friends and you guys *huggles everyone* XD
I'm free now until the end of march (I have mid semester exam >.<), but I won't think about that now just forget it..XDD (exam is su*k and who's agree with me?? ahaaha)
Just wanna say that my mom will go to Dutch on March 18 (I'll miss her a lot ^________^)

Hey, I've been busy all this time and now I've got a little time to update my LJ.
So..All this time I've been doing my presentations project (three presentation and it makes me upset all day long >.<) and I make a lot of mistakes in translating the language (because my english soooo bad >.<) and I just have one day left to finished all up! Arrgghhh....I'm dying *dies*, *wakes up* Ok, so I always took a little time to refreshing (watching TV, games, etc). And I still have the scientific working paper (I still not doing that) and I don't know what to do..>.

Current Mood: depressed
Current Music: Hyde - Evergreen

I've got a busy day of my life..>.< Many tasks I must have done only in a week (and I blame my university instructor because of that I can't open Masquerade and else)..
I just go to mall with my two friends(umm...maybe I should called them BEST friends because they help me with my tasks) and buy a lot things(Include Gackt's album..teehee..XP and I don't know why I'm so obsessed with him now ^_____^)

ok that's all I don't know what I want to write anymore..ahhahaha..XDD

Current Mood: tired
Current Music: Trademark - Only Love

Um mm...today I went jogging with my mom and my bro (cousin). Well it's very exciting though because We never went together before (especially for the jogging thing ^^). My sis doesn't wanna come (and I thought that she's still mad at me..>.<) and I don't know a way to make her talk to me again!! could someone give me a way? I'm so stressed out..

But, the happy things come to me. My best friends who study in Australia come and visit me today!! I'm sooo happy that we can hang out together, went to the Mall, took a photo, playing ice skating um..maybe I'll update my photo with her...someday (because I don't have time now).

My holiday is end tomorrow..and it's sooo sad..(I want more holiday time!!XD) si I'll go to my college and start a new semester with a sad heart..XPP(just kidding actually I'm a bit happy too because I can meet with my friends again ^^)

Ok that's what's happen today..

Current Mood: tired
Current Music: Laruku - Hitomi No Jyuunin (sleep..zzzz)

Well..I think today is my bad day..I've got a fight with my sister and up until now she refuse to talk to me..T_T . I know it's my fault and I can't even say "sorry" to her *sigh* damn me..>.< all I do is sitting in front of my computer and chatting (I think I messed everything up). By the way, I found Gackt's song today and I really like it, I think the title was "December Love Song"? (I don't know whether it's wrong or right >.<). o yeah..this is the first time I'm using Live Journal so...maybe I write something wrong..so..I'm sorry..^_____^

Current Mood: stressed
Current Music: Hyde - Countdown